Life in the last 8 months has changed dramactically.
My grandkids are back in my life after 4 years. As I am happier I regret thet my son has a very tought road ahead. One of my sisters has been showing signs of finding reason and understanding and one os closer to the dark side. After the worst I am coming to the best. I have 6 grandkids that I love and can visit at my discretion. Thank you lord for bringing me all this joy!!!!!

Why do you have to continually use facebook to bully people????  If you have any decency you would remove your comment "I thought she was a real sister already". You are a grown woman acting like a spoiled kid...It is totally unnecessary!



This was recently sent to me. And if anyone really looked at my FB I dont see how this statement relates, but hey a "bully" like me would never know right.   Funny thing is as I look at this statement I see it as a bully statement.    If I consider the source though I just have to feel pity for this person. They obviously see me as threatening somehow. Some lives are soo small   get over it already.

Betrayal Loss Lies Secrets
Why is life so full of these.
I try to be positive
I wake up each morning grateful to have another day
I try to do a good deed every day even if its just to say hello to someone who doesn't expect it
Yesterday an Aunt died loss
Yesterday I found out someone I respected betrayed me.
Yesterday I learned how deep some secrets go.
Yesterday I learned how far some will lie to keep secrets.
Secrets  are dangerous and nefarious    no good comes from them
what evil has been done for a mother to conspire to bring upon not only a great hurt to a daughter but to include all those she can   evil does exist and i have it near me

I am not so different than many.      I am of average age... ok so over 50..
two kids  both boys   but   there the regular story stops  or does it????
Life is not as leave it to beaver   and where to begin...?????


I can go to where    I was born???
I was bullied???
Abused???
Grew up???
am successful  ....     no one meeting me today would know my history. No one in my family would want to see what i see as truth.   there it is no???  what you see what i see may not be the same.
i have a sister that sees me as evil   one that sees me as good   one that goes back and forth
i have a brother that knows i dont trust him  the other knows i trust him
family    friends      good    bad   evil   victim  where do we fall
you can not judge  but we do

read   and know i am open  and as my niece says  you have to go beyond to see what is hidden....

This is my first post.  
Life!!! Really
I have been told I could write a book   but the truth is   no one has a leave it to beaver life.
as of right now no one is following me       (first post)  
this is my story  in bits and pieces    
forward we go....