I am not so different than many.      I am of average age... ok so over 50..
two kids  both boys   but   there the regular story stops  or does it????
Life is not as leave it to beaver   and where to begin...?????


I can go to where    I was born???
I was bullied???
Abused???
Grew up???
am successful  ....     no one meeting me today would know my history. No one in my family would want to see what i see as truth.   there it is no???  what you see what i see may not be the same.
i have a sister that sees me as evil   one that sees me as good   one that goes back and forth
i have a brother that knows i dont trust him  the other knows i trust him
family    friends      good    bad   evil   victim  where do we fall
you can not judge  but we do

read   and know i am open  and as my niece says  you have to go beyond to see what is hidden....

This is my first post.  
Life!!! Really
I have been told I could write a book   but the truth is   no one has a leave it to beaver life.
as of right now no one is following me       (first post)  
this is my story  in bits and pieces    
forward we go....